lately.

I have been writing a lot in my journal lately instead of on here. Mostly I have been having a hard time with things these days. I have just been trying to sort through everything and I don't really know what to do about life. There are multiple things that I am trying to deal with right now and I don't even know where to start on fixing anything.

Most days I don't like my job. Students are rude, mean, disrespectful, and too much to handle. Things seem worse this year than ever dealing with them. I don't know if they really have gotten worse or if my patience has just run out. If I could have, I would have quit in the first two weeks. I can't do anything about my job now but I definitely have a lot to think about between now and June.

i can't finish writing on here right now.... it would be nothing but negative whining and complaining and i don't want to do that.