Being at Home

Well I have been at home for 2 weeks now. I must say, it has been hard to be here for this long. I have been at college for 4 1/2 years now and it is hard to come back here and live a lifestyle that is completely different than at school. When I am at school I only have to worry about what is going on in my life. I know that it sounds selfish, but that's the stage of life I am in right now. Most importantly, no one is worried about what I am doing at school in my day to day life. It is hard to be here in a place where everyone around me is constantly watching what everyone else is doing and has a comment about it. I have never had more people tell me that what I am doing or saying is wrong as I have this last week. I am ready to not be here but I'm not sure if I am ready to go to the next stage of my life. I am scared to move to a state where I don't know a single soul. I was talking to Daniel about what he thought about me moving and he said that he thought it could be a really good experience for me and that I could have a lot of fun but it really depended on me and what I did and how I handled it. I think that he is right. I am going to really try and have a good experience and meet new people and be myself and be outgoing. Its coming faster than I thought it was going to. Wish me luck.

We will see

I'm not quite sure how I feel about this blogging thing. We'll see how it goes and we'll see if I even keep at it.